Poison

sometimes I wonder if thats what I am!

I know I can only be treated like one if I allow myself to be...

but the only men I seem to attract are the ones that let me down and fuck me off when they've had what they want.

It seems I'm ok when they've got nothing else to do, or when they want something! I know its mostly my fault, I shouldn't expect anything of anybody... like respect, or like not to be let down by people when we've arranged things!!!

1. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex?
No never

2. How often do you wank?
depends on how horny I’m feeling! Today – 3 times

3. Where do you wish you were right now?
I don’t know! Clarity would be a good place!

4. Were you in love with the first person you slept with?
No! Can’t remember his name, did it so I’d done it!!!

5. Do you have any guilt inside of you?
Yes

6. Have you ever wished anyone dead, however brief?
Yes, but only murderers nobody I know

7. Assuming you HAD to be, would you rather be a colour, smell or sound?
A smell, my memory is really really crap, smells mean a lot to me, I remember most through smell

8. How and when do you imagine you are going to die?
I hope I get chance to say goodbye, I hope with people around me who I love.

9. Do you think love is forever?
Love for a child – yes
Love for a lover, or friend – No, sadly I don’t!

10. What is your worst fear for your future?
Failing my daughter

11. Do you LOVE anything about yourself? If so, what is it?
my empathy, and how I somehow manage to see the good in everything (its not always a good thing!!! – it sometimes hurts me a lot!)

12. Would you lie if you KNEW you could never get caught?
Depends what about and who to!

13. Could you have sex knowing someone could hear you?
Yes

14. What, if anything, do you do to make people do what you want?
I don’t, people are their own self! I can guide and give my advice, but I honestly would never want somebody to do what I wanted them to. Unless I really wanted them to do something... then I’d just do puppy dog eyes... works every time hehe!!!

15. How many times, if any, have you lied answering these questions?
yes... question 1 !!!

What is life all about!!! Is this it!!! surely there as got to be something more... we can't just be born... do (unimportant things)... then die... there as got to be something else to it!!! This CAN'T be it...

I've been out tonight... I've had fun with the girls (n I'm extremely very drunk!), but I'm confused!!!

Confused by the male species!!!

Men... argh!!!

Don't sleep with freespirited "friendly" Young men, with out protection!!! or least make sure they're up to date with the GU checks!!!