So... the ex I was/am so madly in love with, but whom dumped me for a chav, still sometimes texts me.

Last week we were texting and he told me things were going ok with him and his new chavy girlfriend, but that he still had issues with trust. He then proceeded to tell me that he didn’t trust anybody but me! I just don’t get men!!!

He text me again tonight, a blank text, completely by accident cause he had his phone in his pocket in the gym!!! of course!!!

I still feel for him... but I'd never, ever go there again, he's hurt me far too much, the lyrics "last Christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day you gave it away" are how I feel... Yes, I'm old... and sad!

Not that he’d want me to go there again, he’s seems happy enough with his blonde, twenty five year old, chavy nurse.

Just wish he'd leave me alone. Yeah! You’re right... I don't really!

I've come to the conclusion I like living in angst! I'm a size 8 now!