We've spoke a few times recently, he says he doesn't know what he wants, we're supposed to be meeting next week to talk about things. I think he's seeing her this weekend and I'm being well and truely played!!!
So I've decided thats it. I AM NOT going to contact him again. Its completely over, he's had his chance, and as much as I love him, I have to love me more. I'm worth more than waiting around for someone to decide if they want me. If he doesn't know then he doesn't deserve me. I need to completely cut him out of my life, because if I don't I know I wont be able to move on. As much as that is going to kill me, its self preservation.











2008-06-07 @ 19:28